Dear friends,
Originally, I created this blog as a way of sharing my journey to getting into the industry. It's almost 2 months since I "impulsively moved" and to be honest, my life has turned into a routine mainly because I have to travel 1.5hours to and fro work. There's also a barrier- no bus back home after 9pm. Thus, I have to be really strict with time. Everyday after work, all you will see is me weaving in and out of the zombies!! Really frustrating as "I'm rushing to get people!" I'm getting fit so I can't complain, I can get to the top the stairs faster than taking the escalators.
Anyhow, I wouldn't say I am settled. The hardest thing for me is the feeling of being lonely. I have relatives who are all amazing and support in every way possible to make my life easier but at the end of the day they are my relatives (its written in the blood or something). None of this occured to me until my aunt told me that I would be having dinner alone. The action of eating alone is fine, it was more the realisation that without my family and workplace I have nothing else. This is why I don't miss home, I miss the people.
I guess recently the feeling has been getting stronger because my two friends, The Twins, left to go back home. However the younger one wanted to stay so I really do hope he gets a job here. A newly acquainted friend is helping him get his butt over.
I'm sure everything will be fine, its a matter of time and I have been really scarily lucky. I am based in a company with a friend, Mr Silver Suit, all my friends from everywhere (Mr Lawyer, Mr Monster Truck, Mr Skinny, Miss French, Miss Crow, Twins, Miss Turkey...) are really supportive. I think in order to pursue your dreams you really need a good support network.
I WILL NOT LET YOU GUYS DOWN!! (however in the meantime, someone bombard me with readable, entertaining emails! Mornings are so boring! And Twin get your sorry butt here, SueShine misses pestering you!)
Rainy day with lightning (so appropriate in describing my feeling)
Originally, I created this blog as a way of sharing my journey to getting into the industry. It's almost 2 months since I "impulsively moved" and to be honest, my life has turned into a routine mainly because I have to travel 1.5hours to and fro work. There's also a barrier- no bus back home after 9pm. Thus, I have to be really strict with time. Everyday after work, all you will see is me weaving in and out of the zombies!! Really frustrating as "I'm rushing to get people!" I'm getting fit so I can't complain, I can get to the top the stairs faster than taking the escalators.
Anyhow, I wouldn't say I am settled. The hardest thing for me is the feeling of being lonely. I have relatives who are all amazing and support in every way possible to make my life easier but at the end of the day they are my relatives (its written in the blood or something). None of this occured to me until my aunt told me that I would be having dinner alone. The action of eating alone is fine, it was more the realisation that without my family and workplace I have nothing else. This is why I don't miss home, I miss the people.
I guess recently the feeling has been getting stronger because my two friends, The Twins, left to go back home. However the younger one wanted to stay so I really do hope he gets a job here. A newly acquainted friend is helping him get his butt over.
I'm sure everything will be fine, its a matter of time and I have been really scarily lucky. I am based in a company with a friend, Mr Silver Suit, all my friends from everywhere (Mr Lawyer, Mr Monster Truck, Mr Skinny, Miss French, Miss Crow, Twins, Miss Turkey...) are really supportive. I think in order to pursue your dreams you really need a good support network.
I WILL NOT LET YOU GUYS DOWN!! (however in the meantime, someone bombard me with readable, entertaining emails! Mornings are so boring! And Twin get your sorry butt here, SueShine misses pestering you!)
Rainy day with lightning (so appropriate in describing my feeling)
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