Dedication 2013

Surprise, surprise...! In 'Dedication 2012', I can't remember who each person is.

Darn it!!

This year, I will detail it a little more. Maybe even put in an example or something so I can acutally remember because going back and not remembering is simply pathetic.

[The only person I can't work out is Hubby].

Sis (this is the same person as before) - it has been one hell of a year. I want to say that it will be end of the drama but unfortunately I don't think there is an end especially when it has everything to do with relationship. Relationships of any kind simply does not cut clean unless there wasn't a relationship to start with. There are many times, I wanted to say to you to stop and look but then I would be hypocritical. I need to make my own mistakes and create my own experience and not simply live through other's words and I guess so does others, including you. Some things are meant to be and some things are just not meant to be for everyone. I do like how we mock and laugh at the drama we get involved or sucked in. Why stress about it, right? So to another year of laughter and craziness!!

Ah Sok - I miss you. Our cinema dates!!! However, I am happy that you are feeling comfortable abroad.

Miss Jinx-er - to a great Christmas Dinner! And I love my present. It's very close to the key I'm looking for. I will find it! Persistant. It would actually help if I knew exactly what I was looking for but in the meantime I will carry on looking. I hope you don't rush into anything and it's amazing to have someone who understands that it is perfectly acceptable to have a part-time job (rather than career).

'Da Wee S***' - call me Mum if you really want. YELLOW!

Mugiwara - let the holidays begin!!

Crazy Work - I miss you all. It was amazing working with you. I have learnt so much about myself and how to lead a team and most importantly, stay away from the politics. I really didn't want to leave but it's too routine for me plus I wasn't learning anything. I was simply going faster. What would be the point in being in place where it becomes comfortable and have no challenge - there's no self progression. I would turn into "one of those managers" and I deteste that!

Adopted Family - words cannot describe in being invited to the dinner. Thank you very much. We are very much crazy, crazy!!

Mr Smarty Pants - I'm so glad we met up. You are right, no matter how busy you are you can always spare one hour to meet up with people, it's all dependant on whether you want to or not. Social life and human interactions outside of work shouldn't be forced to make happen, work should be made to fit into your life. You live for life not live for work. And like what you said, "if we don't meet now, we will never meet" it's all very true! I have plentiful time now so hopefully a little city trip will happen.

Coffee Lover - well done on finally doing things. Make things happen because at the end of the day, people are not going to spoon feed you things that you want to make happen. I think we are all growing up. Things are changing... I'm so excited about the changes. I don't know what these changes are but I am liking it. A very big smile.

Bike Mehanic - I'm glad we met up at the Bike Cafe. You are one exceptional character. People who know me would know that my personality would not put up with you yet for some reason I haven't needed to 'put up with you' at all. Perhaps I am more laid back. Nevertheless, I'm glad we have met and I understand why you do certain things - Mr Pitt explained it. I get it. I hope you find your happy place and not via riding faster vehicles.

This year, it went whoosh so I don't remember much that happens especially when all I have done is just work, work, work. 2014, things are going to change. I am going to do the things that will make me happy. Sounds selfish but end of the day, I should be living my life and not through others.

I wish you all the happiness!!!