A Little Reflective

Dear Me,

At this moment in time, I am browsing at resume designs to get inspired as I am not happy with mines. I'm never happy with mines though. At the same time, I am also looking at Designer Societies, Broadcasting Channels and other related companies just to get a feel of the industry back at home and see what's happening. Get prepped up. Even though, I hate research - it's a real art to be able to do research.

Whilst I'm multi-tasking, it dawned on me that I really haven't equipped myself very well. First of all, I don't think I have aimed high enough and I know why. The higher you climb the greater the fall and the more it hurts. I'm being way too safe that I'm not even climbing just constantly analysing and evaluating whether the ladder is going to fall, is it risky? Perhaps taking the first step and then back down to make sure it's still steady. That's why I'm giving the people around me this insecurity, constantly roaming around.

Everyone should aim high just to make yourself try that little bit harder and take time climbing each step. That's why you shouldn't run up ladders or stairs!!

The other thing is, I don't even have any confidence in drawing or designs anymore. That's really not useful whatsoever!!! Essentially, only having the fake confidence of walking into the arena with a helmet and bare hands.

I apologise to everyone out there but I have finally came to realise and will make the most of it here.

It's true, friends are those who will hold their torches and wait for you at the edge of the forest whilst you are still making your way.