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Dear Confidence,

Where have you gone?

The worse thing, one person can have is self-doubt. It just makes you feel even  more lost than necessary. No matter how many "what should I do?" and "I'll ask X, Y, Z" it's down to you to decide what to do, which way to go.

I guess I am back to the same question: do I still still want to pursue my career in the film industry? If so, in what department? All I do know is that being here, stuck inside an office 24/7 really isn't my thing, I can't concentrate so nevermind being productive. I guess that's the start. However, the dream to be in the film industry is more than daunting. It seems unrealistic but how do they do it? [I'm sure you can tell the endless arguments I have in my head].

I actually turned to my 7 year old godson for advice, you know the younger they are the raw their words are, and he said I should continue pursuing my goal in the film industry and to get back home as soon as possible plus bring back an adapter so he can play with his tank. I guess I should listen to the wise one.

At moment, like what Mr Chandler Bing and Miss Rai Rai says, I should stay put until I figure what I want first. No impulsive decisions. Think before you act. And think I shall with a little research.

Lost so lost.