2 Months On...

Dear All,

I like these random updates. This time I will make it meaningful random notes as when I read back, I have absolutely no idea what I was talking about. If it doesn't make sense to me then it definitely won't make sense to you therefore making it pointless and I apologise for wasting your 5 minutes. Good thing it was short.

Income job is pretty much turning into a chore. Management are clique-y and they regularly go in groups for a puff. I do like my Line Manager as she has a realistic perspective of things rather than walk around with her eyes in the office.

Got myself a second job. Pay isn't great but a job which is your passion rarely pays well. Bizarre that. The challenges allows for creative thinking and really being able to go with the flow rather than constantly start from scratch. I have a habit of doing that when things aren't going to plan but then things rarely go to plan. A good friend therefore advise to change the end rather than go to the beginning. Makes sense when things don't go according to your plan.

At the moment, I would say I'm happy even though it's not going to plan and it's fine because that's life. I would even say that I'm actually not sad if I didn't make it into the film industry because I did try and it didn't work out. I would even add that I'm glad I found a passion and it would always be there just a matter of opportunity for me to pursue.

Career, romance, family...no longer bothers me because I know I can't control it. That is to say, I'm not going to sit and wait for things to happen. Go with the flow.

I need to find my interests....! And find me.